I realized that I don’t count on, rely on, depend on, God. I trust him, but then I push my way into things and make things happen and take great strides to have control over my life. I made a conscious effort to count on God. It was hard, really, really hard. It was hard because I already had this idea in my head. A beautiful little house, all trimmed out for the holidays, space for the boys to play and grow and room for new baby dumpling. So when it got taken away it was hard for me to let go and count on God that if it was the right house he would make it right.
So I pushed a little (Ronda the Pusher) and I got a lawyer, and I looked at a bunch of other houses, and at the end of the day what I was left with was no house and no reasonable prospects. What we had was perfectly priced, what we were seeing out there would stretch us beyond what would be wise. It was hard on me.
Today I got a phone call, (Lori, I had a perm-a-grin for about a hour), from Lori, one of our realtors. She asked me if I was sitting down…I was. Then she asked me if I wanted to close next week. YES! Yes I would LOVE to close next week!!!
So right now I count on God, that if this is the right house for us, that he will continue to open doors and that Wednesday the 16th, at 4pm we will sign the loan papers and get the key’s.
What a wonderful day.
Oh and Baby Dumpling is due June 14th, I am only 9 weeks along so it is still early. Will find out what baby dumpling is in probably 9-11 weeks from now…Sam hopes for a boy. If my previous pregnancies are any indication then I would agree with him because this has felt identical.
And if your toddlers are needing something fun to keep em busy...Lima beans and muffin tins, let the fun begin!